In every corner of my eye, the walls are caving in tonight, tonight
Mary; Aw thanks! :D That was really encouraging. You do read the entries ay (: You take care too!
Nat; I'm online now while you're not. ):
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Spiderman; Thanks ah, for calling me a retard. -.- I'm such a nice soul okay. I teach you SKILLS :D Hahaha! Happy flying uh, Spidermannnnnn.
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P/s: I've changed my Haloscan layout by the way, how does it look? :)

For you I'll take one breath
And leave you with the memories you'll forget
For you I'd wade my life away
Just to be with you and to never feel this way

I'm talking to Shuhui, Grace & Cynthia online. Waiting for Shyan to send me Miss Teh's recording. :D Damn excited, I wanna listen to the recording. I wanna let Dad, Mom, Zel & my maid listen to what she said to us. Crazy mad woman.

Shuhui & her friend reads my blog, everyday. And her friend is interested in so&so & I. K it's been so long & yuh seriously, time to move onnnnn. It'll never come back. It was once alive, now it's dead & gone forever more. If you're thinking whether there's a second chance for me, for her, for us, the answer is.. -drum rolls.. A BIG FAT NO. :) Not that I don't give that chance but, I wasn't given (: Thanks anyway, for being ever so supportive!

I'm so mean. Tell me I'm so meannnnn! ):

Allright I've just uploaded pictures from the phone to the com! :D Shuhui says she wanna see them so okay, it's in the com now, waiting for Photobucket to gimme the codes (: So Maths paper I tday was allright. My nose was a major irritant to everyone(I'm so sorry I am so so so sorry!). 'Cos I kept blowing my nose, I couldn't breathe luhhhh ): Yuh so annoying that you had to bang your table & go TSK so loudly. & my nails got caught. ): ..Index number 0033.. -.- In my mind, I was telling myself, why would they walk around & go "Let me see your nails" to every girl? Then I know, call your index number out & asked you to cuttttt it off. Rahhh I had to cut it off luhhhh. Now it looks blunt. Haha.

After the paper, did some survey & went down to the canteen & improved a little on my Art. Met Miss Teh outside the staffroom. She was late luhhhh! Wasted my time. Bestaye got caught for her nametag & uniform. Thank God she thought of a dumb excuse quick (:

Shyan went home, Qiaos & I went to Compass, Bestaye stayed in school for Geog paper. Shijing & Kelly came after that. Went to eat with Shijing, Kelly went home to change & all 'cos they were going out to study. They wanted to come over to my place to study but decided not to in the end. So we ate at Mos, talked cock & all. Went to Popular, got Qiaos' printer ink & waited for Kelly @ Compass Heights. Talked cock again while waiting (: Kelly came & we all left.

Went home, showered & here! :D Studied a little of Bio just now & I'll do the rest later. Hoho.

Pictures here!
Pretty long ago one day. :)









One weekend!













My sketches.





I don't look like I just teared, do I? :)





In Zelly's retard glasses!



Wisma that day with the Bf!
(There's more in the camera, lazyyyyy)













Zel & I slept with that two nights ago. Haha! So dumb right!













Yesterday!


I. Look. Retarded. More. Than. Ever. Especially. Without. Fringe.
I love Trishhhhhh! My sexy gay girlfriend (:


Yj & Sass.

K so I'm still talking to three of them (: I need to cut my hair. I don't know what kinda hairstyle to cut though. I wanna snip it short. Hahah (: I really like NatLim's hair but I know if I cut it, people who detest me would come again. Yaddayadda, wanna pose like Nat uh, so ugly, eeyurr , all that crap. Whatever la okay.

Today's horoscope says..
The Bottom Line
Glide through your day without a direction and just experience things for a while.

In Detail
Today it's time to stop working so hard to move yourself forward -- you need to realize that sometimes you can get a lot farther if you simply coast along and let the events of the day carry you along. You have been pedaling so hard for so long that you haven't realized something crucial: The wind is at your back! So let it carry you along today ... just glide through your day without any specific direction or purpose, and just experience things for a while.

Oh Cel & I were talking just now about that Joanne girl who copied her. She practically copied everything about Celeste & she said, no she didn't. Cel lip-sang in videos, she did too; Cel makes her hair in videos; she did too, in the exact same way; Cel makes video for her boyfriend, she did too; Cel did videos on a few songs, she did too, exactly the same songs as Cel did; Cel did this heart thing in a video for Natsuen, she did that too for her boyfriend. & she said she isn't copying. Ohwelllllll. I love to see the way people tryna be someone else. So disguised.

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I just felt like typing, so I'm back here again. Talking to no one now. Mom, dad & maid's out to dinner @ Aunt's place. I'm supposed to study science now but nothing gets into the head. & I swear I don't wanna step into the auditorium with an empty head tmr, I don't wanna be the first one to finish & sleep, I don't wanna fail this paper 'cos it's N's. No no no. So I'm still gonna study later.



Friday's the last day I'll ever get to see class 4Charity together again this year. I doubt everyone would attend the chalet, so yuh. I'd miss the class, a lot. I don't know when I'll see all of us again. Though we're not united, cliques here & there but I love the way all of us rocked the 4NA level. It's hard to call us One, we're not. But when it comes to someone-in-the-class-got-bullied, we'll go all out for that one individual. Tricia would go, Xw will follow, Yj would be asked along. The past two years with them was great, really. Though we have nothing much to look back on, but times we've spent together are long enough for us all to keep it as memories. Sec3 was disasteous, but fun. Miss Sek made that year so worthy, didn't she? :) I kinda miss her now. I miss her lessons, her oh-so-good-fluent-English-that-sounds-weird-to-us, straight 6 periods with her. Tiring, but the crap that we had was enjoyable. Stupid answers we gave for comprehension. Now when I look back, I realised how silly we were not to treausre Miss Sek's presense a year ago. I miss the way she smiles at me, or rather the class, the way she laughs when we do stupid things. We took things for granted, oh yes we did. I wonder if she misses the class.

I'd miss Mrs Soon too, though sometimes I really don't get her intentions of doing some things. I will miss the way she tryna scream into our heads, asking us to study hard, wanting us all to have a sense of urgency. She taught me to live & let live, she taught me the sense of urgency, she have shown me how tough it is to be a teacher & never to take up teaching as a career(HAHA). I'll miss her dumb lessons, sitting right at the back of her homeroom with my best friends, chatting away. I'll miss seeing her walking down the aile every morning to take attendance. I'll miss her telling me to button my collar & cut my nails. I'll miss her sarcastic jokes, the way she laugh at our limited vocabulary bank. I'll miss Lin lao shi's ever-so-cheena lessons, in her cheena homeroom. I'll miss looking at her blankly just to escape from trouble. I'll miss sitting with Sass & Yj at the back, talking cock. I'll miss eating in Chinese class. I'll miss Mrs Lim's Bio lessons with the class. The way we keep greeting her like no tomorrow, the way she'd distribute sweets once we finish our work, & the brownies she made specially for us. :) I'll miss bullying Miss Su during Chem. I'll miss staring at her blankly, when she explains the equations to me. I'll miss sitting at the back, getting back the papers we did last week & go yay Sass we passed! with Sassy. I'll miss rushing out of her class. I'll miss Mrs Ong the most. I'll miss her Maths lessons. The way she motivates me, encourage me to work harder for Maths, be less careless & more alert. I'll miss sitting at the back of her class with the rest, cracking our brains with the dumb question. I'll miss doing Maths in her class. I'll miss the way she teach us. I'll miss Miss Yeo & her crappy face. The way she bores the lesson when she isn't in the mood, the way she acts so retardedly in front of us, not afraid of being laughed at. I'll miss sitting in between Qiaos & Sass, falling alseep together & when you ask are you listening?, the very common answer would be no I'm falling asleep, just looking at her. I'll miss Serene & her broken English, & Miss Yeo plus all of us trying to change her. I'll miss attending Art class with the rest. I'll miss Tuesdays afternoon with the class, wasting our time away. I will not & never miss the Art teacher, Miss Teh. :)

Time has definitely made all of us stronger, now that we're all a year older. But still, we do the stupidest/silliest/childish-est thing to make ourselves happy, make people around us smile/laughter/feel better everyday. Maybe not all of us but I know my clique does (: They are the people who completes me, totally. Life would be a lot different if I hadn't met all of you. :)

Ahh Maylene just reminded me. We'd see each other again when we collect our results! :D
K I'm off to studyyyyyyyyyy. Let's see if I will. :/
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'Cos you've made me stronger by breaking my heart.

A tarnished romance./
<3.

3:15 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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